Am I doing this Life thing right??
Maybe or Maybe not🙂
It’s been weeks since I last wrote to you. I apologize for taking this long and I’m writing this based on popular demand. I know I’ve been really bad in keeping in touch with you. For someone that don’t like complains,I complain to you too much and it’s tiring. Even if you don’t say it,I know that you’re tired of my rants and all. I’ve thought about quitting this newsletter several times but the thought of the love you’ve towards me and how you’ll feel when you hear about it keeps me going.
Life is showing me shege and I’m trying to show it shege back but E no easy!!! I feel like I don’t talk about my struggles and the most difficult part of my life enough but who like sad story??
One of the wrongest assumption that people have about me is that I’ve it all together 😞well,I wish I really do. I remember I asked people to drop anonymous messages for me and I came across one.
The truth is,I don’t have it all together and it breaks me everyday. Family? Love? Strength? Hustle? School? They are all not together. I don’t even have the strength to do anything again, I do not have it together,I’m just simply trying my best in making life worth it. And when I fail? I pat myself and move on as fast as i could. It’s not really easy,I know it’s hard but do I have choice? No.
Nobody have it all figured out and that’s the bitter truth. We are all trying our best,the very best.
Once I realize that it’s okay not to have it all together,it is very okay. This is LIFE and things won’t always go the way I want and that’s totally fine.
I’ve learnt to always take it easy on myself,it was easier when I realized that I won’t always have it all. Sometimes,I gain,sometimes I loss and that’s what life is all about. I no longer punish myself for making mistakes and taking bad decisions. I simply learn from them and move on because Adekunle Gold said IT IS WHAT IT IS.
Sometimes,I wonder if I’m doing anything right in Life. To stop trying is death,as for me,I’ve tried several things and I just want to say entrepreneur isn’t for me. And Omo,tbh,I’m tired of trying. I don give up.
I seems not to get anything right when it comes to the choice of goods to sell. I’ve tried several and I’ve failed at it. Sometimes I wonder if I’m just destined to be An Emi Oga🙂
Everyday I try new things but all seems not be working out. I don’t even want to list the numbers of things I’ve tried but unfortunately none is working out. So I’m asking you to suggest anything you think I can do in order to have the “entrepreneur” title on my head. I want to be a CEO too😌 if not now,some day.
In the midst of looking for something to keep me busy,I joked around and created a YouTube Channel and I’m so excited about this one in particular. I’ve always wanted to express myself in a way that people really see me for who I really am. I’ll be posting my first video soon and I’ll share the link to you soon.
It’s almost 4am of June 23 and I’m still typing this: I won’t drop my pen without telling you to Get Your PVCs. Wanting a New Nigeria isn’t by mouth but by actions. Let’s your actions speak for you. Get your PVCs. There’s no point of getting my mails when you don’t have a PVC😂 please get yours 🙂
Bella Shmurda is dropping an Album soon,Are you ready??
Love always 💕
Akintoye Adeola Comfort.
I promise you this: whatever you're becoming however much effort you're putting in everyday, whatever it is you're working towards outweighs the person you've been and the mistakes you've made. Who you are today matters. You are not ruined ❤️