I’m still here,

Back like I never left!!!

Writing to you for the first time since about three months ago(that’s really a long time😊) I’m sorrryyyy. How have you been? I’ve missed you so very much. You really don’t know how much your check-ins meant to me. Your mails and Dms asking why I was away and why you’ve not been getting any of my letters means a lot to me. I read them with smiles on my lips,they really warm my heart. Some even assumed I removed them from my subscription list,lol,no! That’s not happening. Thank you so very much 🤗 I’m back,like I never left😮‍💨 Back again with my rants and I really hope you won’t get tired of me.  I’m really excited to be writing to you again. Thank you for sticking around.

I have a letter for you before this one but I decided to send this one first. So,how are you? I hope you’re fine because as for me,my mental health is left with 2 bar. Life is really driving me crazy. It’s been three months of Roughness,Sapaness and Shegeness🥲

I got extremely overwhelmed recently and I stop doing most of the things I love doing. The only thing I didn’t stop doing is keeping up on social media,i stopped going to class at a point. I’m at a point where I don’t know if I should continue going to school or quit. I complain to you a lot and that’s because I’m extremely tired and sometimes I blame myself for going after another degree

I’ve not really had time to process a lot of things that have happened to me in the past years. I pretend to have move on from them without actually letting go of them. I haven’t given myself time to heal. I simply just thought I’ve moved on.

I have had happy moments but I do not know exactly what real happiness feels like. A lot has really happened in my life since my last letter. I am glad that you’re one of the few people that I am vulnerable with, I’m happy that I have to share this part of my life with you.

LIFE UPDATE 🥴

I battled acne/ face purging for more than two months. I know my face purge a lot but this was a lot more than I could bear. I stopped going out except it’s really necessary for me to leave my house. I went from one pimples to hundreds of it witching two months. I’m glad it’s all over now.

I broke two of my glasses and I’ve being moving all around Layguuuursss half blind.

I got scammed,e really pain me but we move

I saw one of my favorite artistes,Olamide 🤗💃I was so happy.

I was accepted into KAP Film and Television Academy E-learning programme.

I went back to plaiting my hair because I got tired of cuting it and I just want to let you know that,I’m so pretty

I stopped explaining myself to people and in all honesty,it’s peace. I mind my business more often now too. And that’s one reason I changed my Twitter display name😂

I promised myself to be consistent with my Instagram page and gave myself a Challenge. I challenged myself to post three times in a day everyday for a month. I started with “Words of affirmations” I though people won’t like it because that wasn’t even my contents but lol and behold,hallelujah 💃 I’m building a community on Instagram and for the first time in my life,consistency isn’t difficult for me. I realized that I don’t have fine pictures to post on my page so I changed to what my audience preferred and it’s all growth since then. The plan was to grow to 10k with two months but unfortunately,inactive followers and Instagram algorithms wasn’t in my favour. I removed my followers because they weren’t active when I was three followers close to ten thousand and now I’m back to almost 10k🤗Follow me on Instagram Here

I tried doing video contents and voice over again and I failed woefully plus I’m a shy person and it’s affecting the video 🥹I joke around and started a YouTube channel but you know my problem already? Procrastination 🥲

Vibe riding by Freshkid became my favorite song while I expect Bella Shmurda’s album next month. Download to listen to Vibezriddim Here

Over three hundred subscribers on this newsletter!!! Thank you for sticking around. For those that have been here since 2020,I’ve shared my most vulnerable moments with you,one of it is the one I titled “MOVING ON,LETTING GO AND LETTING GO” another one is “TURNING 23” Thank you for staying with me. Thank you for allowing me to be vulnerable. Since 2020,I’ve sent out 40 newsletters. Today’s being the 41st,it may or not seems like a lot,but I’m so proud that I’ve showen up once in a blue moon to make this happen(I’m sorry for my inconsistency) I’m more proud because of every single one of you,you make it happened🥹🥹 Thank you for subscribing,reading,replying,and sharing. God bless you. I see you,your face show,your shoe shine

If you’re reading my letter for the first time,welcome💃

I’ll write to you more often.

Love always from ‘deola💙